Jesus, man. Move on! Time makes you forget things that you thought would haunt you forever. Only sometimes they visit your memory when you've a desperately need of feeling some self agony but then they don't hurt anymore, not really.
Don't delete her from your contact list. Since you go to the same school you'll see her from time to time anyway, so what would that do for the better? I mean if she's really together with someone (your intelligence service seems to be a bit insufficient agent Reborn) forget her for now but it's not like she’s getting married right? If she decides to chat with you then tell her, that can't be bad.
Like the worst thing that might happen is that she gets embarrassed and don't chat with you frequently anymore, which would make things easier for you. The best thing might be that she breaks up with this guy in a couple of months and the she'll know how you feel (felt) about her and well who knows...
ah HS, I remember those days. The highs were so high you could fly and the lows so low you just wanted to hurt something, but it took too much energy to do that and you felt so bad you didn't want to move. I think I only get like that now when I'm sick. And cookies help make it better. hmmm.... *hands reborn cookies* did it help? :hopeful look:
I am soooooo sick of hospitals. (Aman would probably look at me and go "You've got no idea, son")
Sally landed herself in hospital again on Wednesday. I wasn't first on the scene this time, a family friend was, so I only had to spend a few hours with her (4 or so from memory). She's was held in observation overnight, and discharged to a hostel yesterday.
She's losing control over the world of lies she's built herself this time, because it's not a small number of people involved any more. There are three corps officers involved (Salvo equivilent of your local parish priest or pastor), and a few other "older salvo's" who have resource beyond what she thinks, especially in the field of information retrieval. And we've been finding out a few interesting things.
Like the number of hostels that know who she is, and want very little to do with her. Or the fact that she's leveled false accusations about me. Either way, I have to withdraw from the matter, both because shoving "help" down her throat isn't helpful, and also to look out for myself, to make sure I'm covered.
Frustrating, but I have no other choice.
@Reb: Dammit Reb, it's not the end of the frikken world. I know, I've been there. Loose yourself by helping other people. Believe it or not, life is not all about you. Help others with their problems, it'll make you feel better.
and reborn. i know this is the dool and we are supposed to help you but simply, i told this to bunny once too, grow up. Yup boohoo the girl you likes has somebody else. upsetting I know. but in the end it doesn't matter. if you are meant to be with her then you will be and if not oh well. you'll find somebody else, maybe even a ted. but that is none of my concern. who am i to know. nobody thats who.
yup your a kid and should go out and have fun (so should adults to ) but you still need to get that maturity about you to know when to say enough is enough. put your foot down and all those other sayings. colloqiualisms or whatever they be. *points at big word* ooooo biiiiig.
I had and still have valid reason (I think I will support bunny in future most likely) to support Bunny. but reborn, it's not like we didn't support you. Now if you really believe there is no hope with her, then move on.
supporting is fine. but one can only be supported so far before they have to take the next step themselves.
"the next step is a doozy"
I'm not really one to give advice on this though. Having never really been a 'child'. Long story short my parents provided food/clothes/home for me but i basically raised myself and there are only 3 people i truly trust. Myself, Cindy and surprisingly my brother. rube that he is.
why am i saying this. i have forgotten. but said it must be
i have to wear a belt to work now. im really proud of myself. now im not overly fat, but i am on the verge of manboobness, which is just somewhere i dont want to go.
but over the last month i have gone from 95-96 to 90-91.kgs that is.
In actuality though i have lost over 5kgs of fat, as i have put on alot of muscle aswell /flex.
anyway i need to wear a belt. i am proud.
well except for the fact that the belt buckle pinches my belly hair when i bend down.... stupid hair:starry: